Still packing! :)

Well, I'm 2 weeks from starting the internship and 3 and half weeks from moving into the intern house. I'm still very excited for this new adventure that is going to be coming my way and a new start to another part of my life, but I am also very nervous. I often wonder if the things that have happened in my life, have helped me to where i am today, prepared me for the future of my life. I was once told that you cant look to the future, if you don't have a handle on what is happening in the moment, But do we ever have a handle on what's going on right now? I don't think we do, were only human, only God knows whats going to happen in our life. He has a perfect set plan for all of us, and its our choice weather we choose to follow in his perfect will, or his second plan for us. God knows whats going to happen before we even get into the situation. Ive often dreamed, like other girls my age of what my future will be like, who my husband will be, if i will have kids, if  Ill be as great of a mother as my mother was to me, but I know that God will take care of me, he has provided this far. My trust is all in the Lord. While at Camp, we were told that we had to embrace our place. For the longest time, I was mad at God, for putting me in the situations that he has put me in, wondering why. Why God did you let this happen? Why am I the one going through it? Looking back now, I know why, I know that I was put through it for a purpose, for a reason, to help people, to encourage people. I think it will be the same way with the Internship, Ill often wonder why I'm being put in the situations that are yet to come, Ill get upset with God, and myself, and my co workers, but once I'm done, I will look back and say I now know why that situation happened. I will grow, I will stretch, I will be challenged, but in the end I will know more about not only who I am in me, but who I am in Christ. I believe that after the internship, I will know my purpose of being on this earth. What God wants me to do in this life, weather it is to be a missionary, a Bible Teacher, or a Sharks Biologist. At the end I will know, I will think of the moment that I am and wait for what God has to say, for my future. 

That's my little update for now.

 Love always and many Blessings.

 The Intern (Kayla)